After months of unexplained symptoms, my husband, Michael, was diagnosed with a mortal illness in August, 2016. Four months before that, he attained enlightenment. Neither of us believes that this is an accident and we have found that his insights have greatly affected our “path of grief” on this journey through illness.
In March, 2017, I was also graced with further experiences of enlightened consciousness. I am certainly realizing that this is an ongoing journey, and none of us are ever “done” on our paths toward awakening. But since this time of greater awareness, I have been receiving strong messages that I am to write the story of our path in order that others may be helped on their own journeys through spiritual development, grief, illness, dying, and death.
I started sending out emails to friends and family about our experiences and received many encouragements to publish these writings in a larger format. This is my first attempt at doing so.
May you be blessed and supported in your own healing journey as you read these words.
PS. I have found two websites that help caregivers find resources and support!
What is Enlightenment?
When we speak of enlightenment, the question arises as to what it is that gets enlightened? It is certainly not your body. Your body can still become ill, can still suffer, and will definitely die someday – and since enlightenment is a permanent state of Being, it cannot be your body that gets enlightened.
It is also not your emotions that become enlightened. Though your emotions may move through you more easily, and may no longer catch you in endless rounds of feeling, the emotions still come and go, and are therefore impermanent. It cannot be your emotions that get enlightened.
Finally, it is not your mind that gets enlightened. The mind is filled with thoughts that tell you all kinds of stories, some of them amazing, and some of them disheartening. Regardless, these thoughts come and go and are never permanent. Enlightenment literally can’t be what you think it is because your thoughts are coming from your mind. And even if your mind is very subtle, and very smart, it cannot possibly know what enlightenment is. No matter how hard you try, and no matter how high the thoughts you think, it cannot be your mind that gets enlightened.
So what does get enlightened? The thing, if it can be called a “thing,” that gets enlightened is your Essence — the most essential part of your Being. And even this is not accurate. For this essence is already enlightened, always has been enlightened, and always will be enlightened. Enlightenment is the full realization of your essential nature.